Silly me.. (still abt him)

iyo...i had wanted to ask him abt his r'ship, i dunno how to casually ask.... and I am really afraid. if he says something nt too gd, i feel sad. if he says smething gd, i feel dissappointed! alamak! so contradicting rite? but if i nv ask, i never know!

Recently, I notice he did not fwd mails to his gf.... iirc her gf mail addy.. I rem I see it somewhere fr the fwd mails he sent. but perhaps, the fwd mail he sent are from his gf.. .:  I dont know why I wil notice these small things... I'm like trying so hard to convince myself tt they ..... are.... having prob or whatever...

And I am going to meet him on a sunday, straight aft his CFA exam. i thot, normally, straight aft exams and on a sunday, prob wil want to meet gf right? Somemore he not working (usually he works on wkends too).... but then again mabbe her gf not free lor... dont u think i'm v silly to thik of these things? :S

Weird me...

It's a weird feeing since meeting him on my birthday.. I keep thinking of hw he and his gf are getting on, esp when he looked unhappy and shrugged it off.. Its a women's 6th sense.. but I never dare to ask him abt them... its sometimes good not to know, I supposed.

But I keep telling my colleague abt him!! And my colleague sensed tt I like him.. haa.. who cares anyway..

I am just glad that we maintained contact, he smsed me quite often now..like how we were in uni yrs.. and we started to email ea other.. He decided to give me his current hp tho I wanted him to sell it to me.. but he refused, saying he wont sell it to a friend, and tt since I wanted to get 7250, might as well he gave me his since it is stil in good condition and he wants to get a new one. So... anything he says loh.. Anyway, I no $ to get a new hp and my current one is dying..