Saturday, 24 July 2004

Office politics

so... FT told me some things... he said my boss actually wanted to employ someone more senoir for my position, but my supervisor did not seek his approval and employed me. so he was rather angry..

thus, i was actually employed in the midst of these politics... and now, tho my boss wamted my superv and PL to swop their job scope, none of them are willing to... and PL also nt very willing to teach me. she always says she is busy. and when she teach, she was so impatient. she asked, y is it i dont know?  u mean she expect me to know, when no one teach me. or she expect me to know when she dumped thins to me, and when i asked her, she only knw hw to say "i'm busy?"

she sucks. and i wish to tell her to eat shit!

Saturday, 10 July 2004

Dinner with him

had dinner with him... i dunno but i was filled with happiness.. just feel so happy with him..

i waited for him for 30 min, but i was not angry at all.. unlike me haha.. forgive him since he was working.

we went to olio at suntec.. and we ordered 2 different meals..... it was sweet of him to ask: "u want me to leave some for u?" and in the end, he had to eat almost 3/4 of my meal! he took my pizza and the desert... i said the pizza is too salty and he suggested exchanging plates.. and we just exchanged plates to eat... i ate his half eaten noodles.. and he ate my pizza.. i did not finish the noodles and he took it back to continue...... we actually ate each other saliva!! and we dont mind at all. what is our relationship?? i only saw the 2 couples sitting on our left and right doing tt.... but because they are couple. or perhaps the one sitting on my right is not? cos he said he overheard the guy saying to the girl "my gf and i..." tt was so funny...

anyway, i asked him abt his colleague. i was actually hinting to him.. wanting to know why there's a vivian in his call divert which i saw in his old hp.... he looked surprised when i asked him if tt senoir of his in jurong branch is viv.. and he looked even more surprised when i told him abt the call divert.. can i trust him to be honest?? cos he even wanted to see his old hp.. and he wanted to show me his current hp, tt he nv like to put any call diverts.. tho i did not see it.. i dunno, some part of me just want to trust tt he dont know abt it.. perhaps tt's y i did not bother to even look at his current hp...

i asked alot abt viv.. her age, 28, poly, doing a degree.. i'm glad he do not look exceptionally happy when we talked abt her. and he had to recall and think hard abt what i asked abt her... i hpe it means both of u are purely colleagues. and i'm getting jealous for nothing.. and i believe tt u wont go for someone who is 3 yrs older than urself??? i hope tt my 6th sense is right again this time!

he even wanted to give me ocean's original cd... i was "wow" .. and when he gave me a lift hme, we were listening to ocean's song. one of my fav was stil playing when we reached my block. and when i pretended to cry, he told me "ok ok no prob, dont cry (bu yao ku, bu yao ku), let u finish listen to this song", and he drove round the carpark... i was feeling so sweet...  i wish tt u are mine there and then. 

ev outing with him makes me like him more.... i wanted to ask him abt his ex gf.. if both of them are stil in contact? i just cant open my mouth to ask.... i still dun know y he dont want to tell me personally... does he nt trust me enuf?

i'm looking forward to the next dinner with him! and i promise i'll give him an amulet for his trip to HK!

Sunday, 4 July 2004

My new work..

oh, so fast, its already 2wks into my new office.. but i am really nt used to it. over at stlogs, i always need to pick up calls, but now its so damn quiet, no phone calls. and the whole office is so quiet. no radio. i can only hear the sounds of the keyboard. i thot i can get used to here fast, but now, i think i still need few mths.
 

and my team members are always so busy.. no time to coach me.. i haven been doing much lately...