today is the 6th i am clearing my
leave. for the past few days, was resting and relaxing. doing my fav
passtime - watching my canto drama! had finished D.I.E (2), a comedy
detective drama. i love detective drama and i always thot i have the
"detective brain"! haha. i can always guess who is the culprit based on
previous detective shows i watched. but D.I.E (2) doesnt really show
much pre-investigate scenes that allows me to use my "detective brain" 
but still enjoy the show cos its very funny and light hearted.
now
watching the 烈火雄心 (3). i can vaguely remember what happened in parts 1
and 2. but part 3 was so emotional and heavy hearted. most are about the
relationships of the 2 leading actors, and the leading actress......
anyway,
since sat, i felt so tired again. not sure why. my chest feels pain in
the morning too... perhaps could not get to slp as keep thinking of
whether should i pursue my facination in make up and nails..... have
researched but i also went to forums to see comments about the schools.
got confused, as many mentioned that some schools just want to make
money, and dont teach u properly, just want to sell products to
u..........
its not i am not determined to learn, but the courses are expensive. and what are the job prospects?
i am always so indecisive when it comes to "change".
its already almost end of Q1 2010! and i am still at the present position. haiz.....
wanted badly to move... to learn nails? but scare i dont have the talent.......
now
i have an opportunity to move, to another co, thanks to my ex coll. but
also hestitating, cos will be under my ex coll, and being close
friends, will working tgt spoil our relationship? but nv mind abt that,
first i have to pass the interview first!!
my
AF is late for 3 days. i wonder if there will be good news this time?
every morning when i take my temp, feel very nervous..... maybe tmr it
will come? then it will be another disappointment again........
